I'm so upset--at myself--that I'm trembling.
I fucked up in a major way today. I think I've managed to pick up the pieces, but it remains to be seen. I'm too embarrassed to say what I did, here. It's that fucking stupid and bad.
One other stupid thing I did was lose the contract my boss gave my on Friday. I'm pretty sure my husband accidentally threw it away, took the kitchen trash to the bin, and the waste haulers came at 5am today.
My boss emailed over a new contract to me and was, again, very understanding. I feel like I don't deserve her kindness. I've sent it to three people for review and opinions, but it looks pretty straightforward to me. But what do I know.
I think a little hard liquor is called for in this situation. Fuck.
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