Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Letting Fate Decide

Earlier I said I applied to this particular program in a sort of "what the hell" fashion and that I would "let fate decide."

Well, earlier this morning, fate gave me a big fat middle finger.

For reasons unknown to my advisor/program director and her boss, I and a few other people never made it onto the registration rolls, despite everything. And like all bureaucracies, the "woman who handles that" is out until the 27th. 

I've done all that I can do. I can't find my letter of admission/welcome. My husband sat at my desk (despite repeated requests not to do that) and all I can find is the envelope. I looked for over an hour. I have no idea where it is because I left it on my desk.

So I've gotta let it go....if I'm in, I'm in, if I'm not, well, damnshitfuckpisshell.

I don't have a backup plan that doesn't involve low-paying clerical work.

*&^%$

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